Brendon Urie

A massive inspiration in my musical life and an amazing guy. I've never had the good fortune to speak to this man but there are weird similarities between him and myself it's kinda funny.


One of my life goals is to be able to play the same amount (if not more O_o) instruments as him... Seriously, here's a list: Vocals, guitar, bass guitar, piano, keyboard, synthesizer, programming, drums, percussion, accordion, organ, cello, violin, trumpet.

Damn him -.-

I think I have about 6 of those sorta under my belt :/


Honestly, Brendon. Help the needy; share some talent ._. 

Also, he's completely insane. There's no two ways about it, he's insane. It's wonderful. 8)

[The other] Bren ♪♫

I got "bleh" results and I'm going to "bleh" University!!!

It's today!


Everyone's getting their A-Level results and spamming my News Feed on facebook with what their results are and where it's taking them.


Don't get me wrong now, 'cause I'm totally happy for everyone, but it's a bit of a downer.


Simpy because I made a mess of my life and had to repeat a year so I'm behind all my friends. And then I made a mess of it the second time round and was withdrawn from my exams entirely. They pretty much kicked me out considering I was no longer on any of the registers and didn't have to attend any lessons after that...
Looking at it, my situation was pretty bad, but it did get better because I've got myself a place on a Vocal Diploma course for the next year and will possibly move on to the Higher Diploma if I actually manage not to screw this one up as well.

But naturally, being the depressing person I am, I can't help looking at everyone going on without me and thinking "Once again, I'm out of the loop". What can I say? I hate being left behind.

Not to mention I was going to go and support them today but Gothel, the evil witch that has trapped me inside my tower trying to convince me that everything in the outside world is bad and horrible and I'm better off inside, has decided that because I already went out this week, I can't go out again.
I'm actually going to become a hermit at this rate.


I was probably better off not going though, 'cause I'd just be a rain cloud (and it's currently raining anyway) in the corner of the room, mulling over my useless ability to continuously mess things up for myself despite how hard people around me try to help.


Ah well. Now that I've written this out I feel better and can probably get out of bed and go have breakfast. Although, Gothel is probably lurking downstairs just waiting to rub in the fact that I only have one A-Level, and it's not even a good one, while everyone else is off to University.
That's the brilliant part about Gothel; I cheer myself up, and she puts me back in a bad mood. She really loves the frown on my face.

But now I have a new code name for her. It's wonderful!

I'll forget it in about 5 minutes.

Just think, Brendon, this time next week you'll be sitting in Ryan's house enjoying yourself, waiting with great anticipation for the next day when we finally get to go to ***** ******** and see ****** ** *** *****.

7 days 23 hours 41 minutes x seconds

Next week should be a good one... 


Bren ♪♫

Toast Anyone?

I had something I was going to say here and it was quite good but I can't remember what it was. I wish I had written it down, I have a memory like a sieve sometimes -.-

In the meantime, Cake is a band I should've gotten into ages ago. They have a cool mellowness about them... Well, at least their song "Cool Blue Reason" does. Irony that I'm typing in blue as I listen? Possibly not.

Once again, I have no reason to write anything at all other than for purposes of spamming internet bandwiths and such.

How about some news?

Tomorrow (now today considering I procrastinated on writing this...) looks to be a good day; The band are getting together for the first time in just over a year. Which means...!!!

We shall be baking cakes...
Not quite music but there's some creativity in it.

I need to go speak to Ryan's mum about things we're planning behind Ryan's back, and also give back her shoes and see if I can try to fix her little laptop which has pretty much divided by zero inside it's main drive and eaten itself.

It deleted the control panel. Seriously, how do you go about doing that???

I also need to go to a shop in Hounslow which sells threads so I can finish my little projects.

It was Spencer's birthday just a little before I created this blog (a hundred years ago in real life, 3 minutes ago in bloggers terms) but the other day I had a brainstorm; I had picked up cross stitching not long ago because mother found a pack of it, and then I deviated from the normal patterns and ended up going from a rather pixelated looking happy flower in a pot saying 'Hi' to an embroidered Batman and The Joker.
A bit insane really.
I'm working on another project at the same time but I'll leave that one for later.

So yeah. Considering I started writing this, like, 4 hours ago, I can't actually remember where my train of thoughts was going with this post.
And considering I told myself I'd go to bed an hour ago and haven't, and also now that the internet is breaking, I think this is a good time to just say bye I'll write something more interesting another day. Probably.

Probably not, but we can hope can't we?

Bren ♪♫

I'd just like to take this moment to say,

20 DAYS 23 HOURS 31 MINUTES AND SOME AMOUNT OF SECONDS LEFT UNTIL!!!

NOBODY SAY IT :# SHE MIGHT BE READING... WE DON'T WANT HER TO FIND OUT JUST YET :O

TEE FREAKING HEE

LAWLZ

Love you <3

Bren ♪♫

And then it hit me..

Dr. Facilier, from The Princess and the Frog


Just sayin', but he looks like my driving instructor... Should I be worried?

LAWLZ

Bren ♪♫